@ 12:29 a.m. on Monday, Oct. 06, 2003
I didn't do that well tonight, though I suppose I could have done worse...I'm feeling a bit down on myself though...I couldn't bear another gain this week...unfortunately I think it might happen...
My friend is an amazing cook...I knew it was going to be hard. I took along some celery sticks and salsa because I knew the starters were going to be yummy and hard to resist. Sure enough they were all fried...Home made spring rolls, wontons and stuffed mushrooms (in batter and fried)....I had 1/4 spring roll, 1 wonton and 1/2 stuffed mushroom. Considering everyone else had several of all of the dishes, I know it wasn't too bad...But I felt bad immediately. Also had 1 glass of wine (2 points)
Dinner was roast lamb (very lean and no fat, so ok), 1 baby potato, pumkin, sweet potato, carrots and vegies with a 99% fat free cheese sauce and a piece of bread... Also 1/2 glass of wine (1 point).
Dessert was ok because I made it...strawberries and low fat ice-cream...all ok there...just 1/2 a point for the ice-cream...
Still I feel bad...I'm sure the wonton and the 1/4 spring roll and 1/2 mushroom took me over the points...I shouldn't have had them....Am I being too hard on myself?
Aside from that I have a jealousy issue. Whenever my best friend and I are around a certain male friend of ours, I get really jealous if he's paying her too much attention. I don't want to feel jealous...How do you stop feeling jealous if you are feeling it?
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