Realisation
@ 4:48 p.m. on Monday, Oct. 20, 2003

I'm so glad I took today off work...It has given me a whole new perspective on things...I've put my focus back on God...I do this every time someone new comes in my life, I tie my heart into knots worrying about whether they really like me or what their intentions are...I become so absorbed in it that I make a mess of myself!!

Now my eyes are firmly back on God...I trust in him and through him all things will be ok!! Man, how stupid I can be sometimes...I have to learn not to make the next person I am in a relationship with my whole life...I need to learn not to base my worth on how they act towards me or how often they see me...I need to have a life apart from them...Thank God for these revelations today!!!

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