@ 4:34 p.m. on Monday, Oct. 06, 2003
Do you like my new layout? Felt like a change...
Turns out yesterday wasn't as bad as I thought...I estimated the points...Only 26...I'm allowed 25 and I had 4 bonus points left...So I think I was ok...Still not convinced I'll lose weight though.
I have planned my food for the next week...Planning for me is an important part...I have a couple of challenges again next week...We have a World Cup First game party on Friday night at work...I think I'll be ok if I bring along some low fat sausages, as we're having a BBQ. Saturday lunchtime is a little boy from church's 1st Birthday...I'm taking a sandwich along for lunch...Saturday night is a friend from church's birthday dinner. We're having chinese...I should be ok if I stay away from the fried stuff...
There's a guy from Wales I'm speaking to on the Internet. Met him on a Christian singles site. He's coming to Australia for a year...arrives in 2 weeks...He's keen to meet up with me...I am too, he sounds nice, but I also don't want to. I've tried to tell him everyway possible that I'm overweight and he's seen my online album which has a couple of photos that may hint at it, but none of the truly obvious ones that I have on this site. I've chosen most of the flattering ones for my album...I hate this feeling...I want to meet him but I *know* he's not going to like me "in that way" when he meets me...which I know is really negative, but in the past that's been the reality...
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