@ 8:56 p.m. on Sunday, Oct. 19, 2003
I met the boy from Wales. I'm a little overwhelmed by how nice he is and a little scared to like him (though it's a bit late, because I already do). We had such a great night on Saturday night. We met for coffee at 5.30pm and then came back to my place and practiced the guitar, talked and listened to music with a few glasses of wine. Went out to a restaurant for dinner and then back at my place for more guitar, music, talking and ended the night by watching a movie.
We got along so well and have so much in common it is almost frightening. He's very good looking and I was very attracted to him. Although I felt very comfortable around him, part of me felt really nervous being around him. I felt a little sick in the stomach, I can't explain the feeling except that when he put his arm around me while watching the movie, it was exactly the same feeling I had the first time my ex and I watched a movie together and he put his hand on my leg. We finished watching the movie at 3am and then I dropped him back into the city where he's staying.
So he put his arm around me while watching a movie...Does this mean he likes me? It's been so long since I've met someone I really like...I feel out of practice and a little wary. He said some nice things to me last night...Not just flattering "I want to get you into bed" kind of things...but genuinely nice things...I cannot tell you what a pleasure it was to be around such a genuine, nice guy for a change...and one who didn't want anything from me...He didn't even try and kiss me...He could have....(I probably would have kissed him back!) but he didn't...That is such a refreshing thing.
So I woke up this morning worrying that maybe he'd wake up and regret the night, and maybe not call me again or maybe he doesn't really like me. But he sent me the most beautiful e-mail today. You should have seen the smile on my face while reading it...He said such nice things and told me he believed that God would bless our new friendship...
We connect on so many levels and I'm so blessed to have met him. I don't want to get my hopes up or have too high expectations...I would be happy if we were just friends, but I'll admit my heart has raced a little ahead of me, imagining the prospects of what could be...Part of me wants to just really "feel" these feelings at the moment and another part of me wants to remain cautious...We're planning to see each other in the next few days again (maybe Tuesday night), so it will be interesting to see how our next meeting goes.
I'm feeling a bit over all the organisation I need to have to be on Weight Watchers at the moment. Hopefully I'll be feeling better tomorrow and will be back in my usual groove. I had to many points on Friday and haven't really made up for it the rest of the weekend. I haven't counted points in the last 2 days and am a bit scared too...I need to get back to it tomorrow....I'll do it...
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